The city of dreams;
19 August 2011
I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime when I'm happy, something bad happens. Life doesn't hurt until I realise how much things have changed, who I've lost along the way and how much of it was my fault. I really don't know if I am better or I'm just getting used to pain. It's painful to smile when I know deep inside, something's wrong. Behind every smile is something you will never understand. I still got to keep that smile alive.